Living in the past.

My grandad was driving me somewhere. We were following his car in the past, my old housemate James and me were sat facing backwards. We were drunk and singing to a song and put our arms around each other. I wondered what else we were going to do. Then my grandad and I were watching me and James on the satellite navigation screen in the car. We were flicking through camera angles but couldn't find the camera on the back of the car. We pulled up to a red light and the camera had stopped working. The other car was behind us. My grandad said 'I'll fix it' and got out and went to the car behind. I couldn't believe he had got out on the busy road. The camera was mounted on the corner of the other car and had bent outwards. He bent it back in so it was pointing at me and James. My Uncle Michael looked out of the car door and saw a silver Ford Granada, and said 'oh that's his old car isn't it?' Then he got back in and we drove away.

Restaurant.

I was at a restaurant with David, Mila and I think Shannon. When it came to paying, the lady said that somebody had already paid the bill. The name was something like 'bigdick8'. Everybody went to leave and I almost left with my stuff, including my t shirt. As I put on my t shirt I realised even the camera was still on the table. Then a man stood up and began talking to me, in a very stalkerish way. Then I went to find the others and this man convinced someone to go in a car with him. They were doing cockney accents.

Grandparents, School, Airship.

My grandparents were driving me home from school. We seemed to go all the way around the roundabout at the bottom of Cryer's Hill towards Hughenden.

I was then back at school. As I walked in I did an impression of Mr. Cotter. He then shouted something a few feet away from us. People found my impression funny. We then went into the old drama room to the right of the school entrance. Chairs were set out and it was assembly. Some of my friends wouldn't go in, so I went and found a place down the front on my own. Afterwards I went to the front near Mrs. Smith's desk. I was looking for my shoes. She looked at me and asked how I was. I suddenly became quite emotional and burst out crying. I cried into her shoulder. She cried into mine. Then I continued to look for my shoes. I ran up past the nurses office under the bridge and there were some rucksacks and shoes in a pile but none of them were mine.

Then I was on an airship. David and Sax were on board. David and Sax had a disagreement and I said it's not the place to have a disagreement. David almost left the room through curtain before I reminded him we were in the sky. Then David and Sax were gone. I was on the ship with a lady who was telling me about the ship. I was listening to her and looking out of the window and I noticed an American school bus flew through the sky. I looked up and there seemed to be a bus station. It looked like a train station in the sky. I asked her and she explained and I realised it was normal. Then we landed in a car park. Annoyingly I've forgotten which car park. We let the air out of the ship and some teenagers though it was funny to jump all over it. I went over and they respected me and got off. I then rolled up the ship and there was a girl lying in the way, where I wanted to fold. I folded the ship over her face then lifted it off.

Moon, Brendan.

The goldfish we bought flew me in a rocket to the moon. I was wearing a space suit and could see my feet on the moon and the view of space. (Fisheye view.)

Brendan cooked a full English breakfast for my cousin Jazmine who said she ate it in the shower.

Photographer teaches music.

Photography tutor Andy Cantouris was teaching me Music in the old Virgin Megastore in High Wycombe.

My Grandparents, Yeasayer, Elton John, Barbara Windsor, Zac Efron, James Beasley.

My Nan and Grandad were driving home from either Weymouth or uni. Then they were watching themselves on a screen that said this is where they nearly crashed, the hub cap on the wheel seemed loose. The car that's filming drives past and you see nan is driving.

Then I was in an old school hall (like Berryfield). There was a music festival on the stage. I was on what seemed like the top of a bunk bed with Arran and people from school. Everyone had ipods and things out. The next band up was Yeasayer. Suddenly I was at the front and I noticed Elton john was sat on a chair in the front of the crowd and his legs were crossed up on the stage and he was dancing in his chair to Yeasayer. I leaned to my left to say to somebody 'oh my god it’s Elton' and then I looked to see their reaction and I was telling Elton. He began to walk back to his seat and I said 'oh my god I didn’t realise it was you! Can we come down the front with you?' So I went down. Then all of a sudden I walked past him onto the stage and benches were set out. I looked back and help Barbara Windsor up onto the stage. It was a wedding. Her bra had started to come out of her top and gotten twisted. I said 'oh Peggy'. And she slightly drunkenly repeated ‘oh Peggy’ and I said 'oh sorry I meant Barbara!' We sat down and Zac Efron was on the row in front of us. I had left my 3d camera at the back on the bed. I went back but had forgotten what it was I was looking for and thought it had been stolen. I saw other people’s stuff and thought I should take it in case it got stolen too. Then I saw my pictureviewer, I think I remembered that instead of my 3d camera. I went back and sat on the bench and then James sat beside me to my left. And I said 'oh my god you made it!'

Wedding Reception, Flower Arranging.

I was walking into a wedding reception with Mila. They staff said our tickets allowed us into the reception only, not the parties. (Like an award show). Mila said something like 'it's ok I'm talent.' We walked down a long long room and sat at a table with two old men. Usually the Mum and the bride go and watch tv during the reception but they couldn't so the bride and groom's Father's went. Most people had bought flowers. And they were making sure they would know who from. One lady put her flowers down with a sandwich board on top with a photo and info about who they were from. I saw people putting them all into a room of the hotel. I imagined the things you could do with 50 bouquets of flowers and went to the room to arrange them. Then when I picked up a couple, I was in a room in their house. I was going to move them into a room there but there was too many and I decided to go back to the reception. My Uncle Simon was there and I made a joke about you know me and flower arranging.
Then I was in a party with people from school and other people that age. There was a pool and everybody had been drinking. I then went over to Ben Grey and Richard Ive and made a breathy laugh, I was making fun of Richard's laugh.

Rooftop Restaurant. London Underground.

We were at a restaurant on the roof of a hotel. We were sat eating with a Mexican man. Everyone around us was Mexican. The man on our table was served jacket potatoes with sour cream, bacon and cheese. It looked amazing. David was served and then all of a sudden we were walking across a car park. I said "did you tip them?" He said "no." I said "Did you even eat any of it? Did you get a to-go box?". He said "no, go and see if it's still there." I got in the elevator to the top of the lift but the food had gone.

Then I was on the London Underground. It was really busy. There was an announcement. It was for me. It said something like, "This is an announcement for Jason. it's Lara. I was wondering if you would take me out on a date." I realised Lara Baker was sat in the next carriage, her eyes looking into her lap, saying everything. She finished what she was saying and I didn't want to let her down in front of a busy train so I said, "yes."

On the beach with Mum and friend. Tsunami.

I was on the beach with Mum and her best friend Juliet. Juliet was sitting much further back from the sea than we were. I sat imagining if somebody moved a wall further along and the water came up and washed everyone away.

Death, Class at Tesco, Bus Fire, Filming, Tesco Bar.

I had several dreams last night and remember bits of most of them.

The furthest back I can remember, I saw some people being killed again.

I then dreamt I was at school, then I went into the classroom and it was where the cash office is at tesco. I had the golden globes gift bag with me and the teacher said something to me that made me angry and want to leave. I went out the fire exit and walked across the car park.

I got on a school bus but for some reason I had information they were all going to catch fire. And our one did.

I was walking along the Rye River again and I wanted to film a short movie. I needed actors and all of a sudden there was a guy and a girl. And Lee Haynes was walking along in front of me. Then I was in a room with Lee and the guy was called Niall. And then we were walking down a corridor at school and Niall gave me a card and said if I ever needed homework doing to call him.

Then I was at a tesco staff room bar. Emmaleyne's sister was buying me a large orange juice which came in a flower vase with fruit. They asked what I wanted sprinkled on top and i said nothing, and they said that's not going to look good, it's not finished. and then all the ice and fruit rose to the top of the orange juice and i said "finished". I sat down to drink it and was talking to Seth MacFarlane about something. He realised Niall was sat behind me and went into a Family Guy voice.

Puppy Tadpole Hunting.

I've forgotten several dreams which has annoyed me.

Last night we were walking along the Rye river when we heard a horn up ahead. There was a dog running across water attacking something in the water. It sounded horrible. There was a small crowd. We got closer and saw that in the water were puppy tadpoles, and that the dog killing them was to control numbers.

On the way inside, David had a conversation with Woody Allen about hunting. They both agreed there must be other ways to control the numbers.

Brother buys stereo, Porn, Mila singing.

I dreamt my brother Jack was trying to fix some stereo speakers.

I then dreamt that I was in the same room as a porn that was being filmed. I wanted it on DVD, but in place of buying the dvd I had to buy hand soap etc.

I then was back with my brother and he had bought a giant speaker/keyboard combination system. I couldn't believe it, I asked him how, where he'd gotten the money for it. It's too big for him to even carry.

Then I was in a toilet in a club and Mila was being made to sing. She was getting ready in the mens bathroom. A lady came to the door to get Mila and I could hear a man singing in the club.

Fires, my clothes, meal with a stranger.

My Nan was driving us home, Gramp was in the passenger seat. Every way we tried to get back to their house was a fire engine. We went up a hill and turned right and the house was on fire. Then the house behind us was on fire. Then I was in my Aunt Pauline's car with her children. None of the children looked the same in real life. A girl in the back had my blazer on. Pauline had my trousers on. We got out of the car by the renault on london road. I asked if they were my trousers and she said no, and then realised they were and took them off in the street. She had leggings on underneath. Then I look down to see a mini child about 2ft tall. I asked how old he was and she said 7.

Then we were at home. The whole family was there but I only seem to remember Mum being sat to my left in a small kitchen. A man had bought us some meat and vegetables. Mum didn't want to cook for hm because he was the kind to judge and comment on everything. So I was cooking. Everything was ready at different times. The lamb was last to be served and as I served it he surprised Mum and Wayne with two small boxes which I think contained tickets for something. The lamb was the best thing of the meal and he distracted everyone while I served it.

Cole Mohr

I had a nother night full of drunken dreams last night, but all I can remember is Cole Mohr. I was at a party or something, I was trying not to stare.

Lost my handbag.

I dreamt that I had lost the handbag that was given at the golden globes. It was worth $500 and had loads of expensive stuff inside, including my wallet. I lost it in what seemed to be a gallery shop. I ran for miles trying to find it again, and asking in places I'd been but no one had it. Suddenly I was with Steph from Tesco who's a police officer, and they were in a tiny security office. There was people's belonging laid out in glass cabinets for sale. I ran back to the gallery and asked them. The lady behind the counter gave me a bag and I looked inside but it wasn't the one I lost, it belonged to the lady who was stood behind me. I was almost crying because I had to get a new driving license/ID and bank card and everything. And for some reason I only had one month to get it all, (an event in LA where I needed ID) and I thought it would be impossible.

Old lady stole my trolly, and landslide.

I was at the top of Amersham Hill in Wycombe. I was in what seemed to be a newsagents and I had 4 wheel along trollies, like old ladies have. I turned around and I had only 3. An old lady was outside with her friends and had my trolly. I got the police to go and get it from her. I was looking out of the window when all of a sudden half the hill dropped away in a landslide. I shouted to everybody and we were getting stuff together to take from the building. I think I took several laptop cases. Not looting, just so they didn't get wasted I think.

(I was looking out the window of Mila's house earlier in the day and imagined a landslide and me running telling her to get out.)

Gramp.

I dreamt my Grandad had died. I think I've had this dream before and there was actually two times this year where I thought he had died in real life.

Knife Gang at Grandads.

I was at home in Princes Risborough. The house had a long glass front, like an open plan bungalow. I saw a group of late teenage boys walk along the road with a big knife. I was at my Grandparents' house and I saw them again outside. I went to tell a community support officer. She didn't seem to be too bothered. I went back inside and I went upstairs and they were in the big back bedroom. I went downstairs to tell my Grandad and he said "Where are they? Let's raid them!" I was trying to stop him going up. Then I woke up. At 7am.

Christmas rumour and NY hotel.

It was Christmas at my Grandparents house. My Dad, Uncles, Aunts and their children were there. Some of my clothes were dirty so I hung them on the clothes line and was making tea to stain them with. My grandad said he'd heard somebody say I wasn't being very nice, and that I was horrible to people. I used about 10 tea bags but it wasn't really working. I ripped some open and poured the tea leaves into the water. I went outside to stain the clothes and my Aunt's were sat outside. They were on facebook and read that my dad's girlfriend Louise had written it about somebody else's children. It also said they behaved like they were two T's at a disco in a car number plate. I was happy that it wasn't about me after all. I went inside and my Uncle Stephen's son Ryan was sat on the kitchen worktop (which was in the living room). I was laughing at something with him. (I haven't seen him for years and probably won't).

I had another dream about being on a bus from a hotel in New York. I was also in the lift looking for the right floor in a hotel.

Chef

I was going to a restaurant with some people I knew, but the chef was not there. I said I could do it, and went back to the kitchen. Somebody wanted a chicken breast but we only had breaded chicken. I tried to disappear unnoticed to go and buy what people had ordered. I had told the tab;e 5 more minutes, before realising I still hadn't started to cook the chicken breast. I put it in a tiny microwave oven, then I was woken up.

Apartment Murder, Gun, Dead girl comes back to life.

I had been watching the film Clue, and in the day had watched an American man shoot a some people at a school.

I dreamt I was in a huge old-fashioned apartment building. There was various parties going on in different rooms, I think there had been a school ball. In the room I was in a girl was shot. Blood splattered all over the walls. Everybody went crazy, nobody knew what to do. The lift was either full or not working I can't remember, but I was running down the thin staircase that ran down the middle of the building. It was pitch black and you could only see the next few stairs. It seemed that if you fell you would fall for miles into nothingness. deep. Then I was trying to explain to someone else that there had been a murder but they were just laughing at me. I went back up and the blood splattered on the walls had turned into black marker pen patterns from the top corner of the room downwards.
Then I dreamt something else before this dream continued.

I was sitting in a car, I had a gun in my pocket and a man started aiming a gun at people in the gas station (This is all in America). I was about to shoot him when he disappeared. David was in the car beside me in the passenger seat and he took the gun and asked me where I got it. I said from the murder upstairs. He looked and there was still 2 bullets in the gun. Then a policeman came and we tried to distract him from the gun. He ended up telling us we should go to an art exhibit near the park where there was a human bow.

Then I was climbing back up the stairs inside with some old people. Then Mila was near the dead girl. They had put a plastic bag over her head. But then she moved. She had come back to life.

Mike Watson again.

Once again I was sitting with my friend Leanne Watson's brother Mike. He told me that he'd had a dream about me. I thought this one was real since I dreamt about him a few weeks ago.

Plane Crash

I dreamt I was on a plane going down the runway. As we took off an engine burst into flames and the plane slid along the runway sideways. I looked back and there was flames pouring from one side of the plane to the other. I was sat over the wing and the door opened but people wouldn't leave the plane. I was shouting 'come on let's go' but people wouldn't move. I jumped out and was taking photos on my mobile phone when somebody told me that official pictures would be released. I took some more because I thought they were trying to cover it up.

Then I woke up and went back to sleep and had another dream. I was in the cockpit and a young couple were flying the plane. We seemed to be flying away from New York. I told them about what happened on the runway and the man flew the plane directly towards the sea until we almost crashed and the girl quickly pulled up and said 'let's go home' and we flew towards New York which was all silhouetted and sparkly.

Serial Killer

I'd spoken about my halloween serial killer outfit in the day and last night dreamt I could see a serial killer killing people. He would slit either their wrist or their neck and i could see the skin separate and blood pour out.

School on fire, Red Light

Someone set the school on fire, it might have been me. I ran out of the school down the road, which was the road my grandparents live on. I ran into a house and shut the kitchen window to stop the smoke coming in. Then I ate some food and decided to go back and see what was happening. They had put the fire out. I got in a car with David and we drove away. I ran a red light and there was a police motorbike beside the light. David said 'he's moving'. and I had to pull over. There was another man and his little girl who we had seen at a gas station somewhere. We had a long wait in the car and then I woke up.

Mike Watson and Evil Mila.

In the daytime I'd heard somebody talk about someone called Mike. I dreamt that I was back at school and my friend Leanne's brother Mike was in the changing room. 3 other guys had the same hair as him. I turned to tell him that everyone seems to be copying his style, but instead I'd told the school bully. He started to bully me with some others.

Things continued to be negative and then all of a sudden I was in bed in America. (In life and in the dream). The doorbell rang but it wasn't the normal doorbell. It was a ding-dong instead of the normal longer tune. I was thinking about the bell sounding different when a surge like a negative force seemed to sweep across the house. All of a sudden the door flew open and Mila glided in and jumped onto the bed, leaning over me like a sci-fi creature. She was an evil version of herself. Maybe something to do with seeing Black Swan last week.

Family Fortune

My family had a lot of money and a big new house. They showed me around. In Mum's room there was two pillows and where the bed should be a fountain created a dome of water. Hayley's room was like it's own apartment. Then I was in the garage and then I was in an old American sports car with someone I don't know.

Family meal. Village show. Railway Anniversary.

We were eating chicken and fries and my brother Luke started to eat someone else's food who was late. We made him stop and explained it wasn't his. He ran off sulking. I went and persuaded him to come back to the fair and we were walking back alongside a big steam train, which was having an anniversary where people were dressed up in old clothes.

Drowning, Death, Sombrero gift, Watch.

I was drowning on some rocks, the sea was rough and kept pulling me off the rocks. I had a short plastic tube the length of my arm which I was trying to push to the bottom of the sea to keep me up. The sea was thick or oily, I can't remember properly.
Then I was in a room with my Dad and his girlfriend. We were all silent, somebody had died. (Twice this year I've thought my grandad has died). We were napping when my Dad's friend Phil came in with Sombrero gift bags. It was an upside down sombrero with a bottle of sprite and a weird watch inside. I took out the watch and then all of a sudden it was almost the size of a vinyl record. The sides pulled out and in like an accordion. Which made it waterproof and not waterproof. The hour hand was at the side which I thought was weird.

The Wanted.

I was walking along with Siva from the band The Wanted. He had strappy high wasted trousers on and a slight high heeled shoe. I think my brain mixed him up with Cher from X Factor. Luckily we were then in a car and he was in normal clothes. The guy from Bolton was to my right and Siva was too my left. A girl gave them some presents through the window, two big Foster's gift packs. I got nothing. Then we were walking along again and somebody distracted me. I knew they were trying to get me away from the band so I tied to ignore them, then all of a sudden I was lost and the band were gone.

Horses, Pagan party, House party.

I was watching a film with some men on horses being shot at. They seemed to be in a corn field at nighttime. The camera was very close-up at rider level. The sky just above them was misty, and lit up as if by studio lighting. (It looked like a halloween maze I went to recently). It looked half like it was filmed in the 70s but half was crystal clear. A loud shot happened. A man on a horse said oh no, you've done it. But then he moved aside and there was a boy on his horse behind him who had taken the hit. But the shot had gone into the neck of his horse, and the horse had put his head to the ground. The boy had no horse and had to find another one to keep going with all the men. But he couldn't so he walked the rest of the journey. When he did catch up he came across a party in a large open space with 3 tiered levels going down. The men he had been riding with had sat around a table. The sky was still dark and he couldn't believe he had made it. He went over to join the table. Joel Ramirez was one of the men, sat in a brown robe. They were discussing how they were glad to finally be there at the pagan party. But the an old man walked out of the corn, and said what are you all doing here? He too had a brown robe but with a big rope around him. Then everybody looked around and realised they had gone to the wrong party, which was actually a reunion for older pagans. All the men laughed and some, including me, took some pictures. I tried to fit in all 3 tiers of people so you could see us and the old men whose party it was. Then all of a sudden I was in my own house at home, where another party was happened. Wayne was drunk and danced in front of me for a photo. Then I woke up.

Skiing Millionaire.

I was on a mountain, walking along a roadside, and I thought, what if this snow above me fell and completely covered me. Could I breathe? How long would it take them to get me out? I imagined the tube they used to get the Chilean miners out, but I wondered how they would know where I was. So I moved away from the cliff of snow I was stood underneath.
Then I was stood in the mud room of Mila's house. The room was full of girls and there was colourful lights each side of the door. Then I was weaving cotton around one of the lights and making a pond and pretending to fish in the pond with a piece of cotton. Then Claire Winser from school came over and suggested we go on holiday. The house was mine and I was a millionaire. (I pretended I was in a relationship with Claire at school to annoy somebody once.)

Speedboat, Monkey, Sambuca.

I was on a large speedboat with my Nan, my Grandad and my cousin Sheneece. It was speeding across the biggest waves I'd ever seen. And bouncing and hitting the waves really hard. People were flying up in the air and landing back in the boat and holding on for their lives. It was open-top and waves would crash into the boat. We were sat in a horseshoe shaped seat. When it was calm, Olly came and sat next to me.

Then I was in David's bedroom, which was G7 my first form room at Misbourne (Skyrme's room). and David was further along in Mr. Rogers' room. The bed was up against a wall and I noticed a hole in the wall, about 2cm wide. My first reaction was it was a spyhole. Then I realised other holes, some going through the pillows. Then I realised a triangular hole about 20cm wide. Then a big rectangular hole nearer to the floor. I was looking through and saw a tiny monkey working on the next room. I stood back up and Mily was stood beside me, I told her to look through. and she looked and saw the monkey but acted like it was completely normal. The monkey ran around us and I was really uncomfortable.

Then I had a flat in Nottingham with Christian. I had Sambuca in the freezer and got home to find Robert Cranberry from school in our kitchen. I thought he was pouring my sambuca but it was a different bottle.

Stolen Suitcase.

I was back in Nottingham. I was stood outside the hotel on the hill up to mine and james' old apartment. I put my suitcase down and took a step towards the apartment. Then somebody ran away with my case. It had expensive camera equipment in. Then I was in a building near where the castle is which seemed like a lost and found. My case was there but when I opened it all that was inside was an empty golf bag, the same one as Luca Iemi took from a skip once.

Fashion show, TV Interview, Zennith, New Room.

I walked out of a warehouse into a crowd of people and told a lady my name was Richard. She then took me to a camera and asked me about the fashion show inside and I gave an interview. Then I walked away and saw Thomas Zennith, Peter Kent and 3 others all dressed in matching suits and coats. Thomas said 'we even got the silk scarves' and they all took them out of the coats and showed me. Then I was back in Nottingham and I had a new bedroom. A bit like my room in year 2 but reversed and with a wooden floor. I was excited to start uni again, then I woke up.

Skyrme pub, locals, world map, Radio, Danny Baker, Family Meal, Naked Wycombe hospital

Dreamt that Mr. Skyrme, my old school teacher had opened his own bar. In the entrance there was a giant world map on various screens, the UK was sideways. On the desk there was a basket of keys for the local businesses who use the bar as they wish after hours. One lady came in and was shouting about someone losing her key. Then I was in a radio station. Danny Baker was talking with some others. Then he was walking opposite Staples in High Wycombe. Then I was at the top of that road running down towards the hospital naked. I had been out with James. Then we were in a club, I was getting my clothes. Then I was at a family meal. Jaz, Maizie, and a random neighbour were there. The neighbour had a problem with his toast being too cold. He wanted new toast and joked that he would bring it up if something ever happened between us and him. Then the giant map from Mr. Skyrme's bar was over the other side of the room and we were in there having the meal.

Family gathering, speech, weeing.

I was in a big house with my family. I need to use the toilet and I went into one and realised it had no roof. You could wee and look at the stars. Then it was the daytime and there was loads of people round. It was sunny, everyone was having fun (which is the opposite of life back home at the moment.) Then I needed to pee again. The toilet was taken. I used the one which was outside, it was just in the middle of the grass so people could see me, but I was bursting. Then I needed to go again, I went inside to find a different toilet. Then Wayne was giving a speech about family and things. It was a poem 4 lines long, which summed up what family is. Then I needed to pee again, I went over to use the one on the grass then a lady and her husband turned up. As I tried to stop peeing, some went on the lady's coat. She realised and I explained that every time I went I just needed to go again, and that it was stinging, I was bursting. She said to ignore the stings and go and eat with everybody. People were finishing off their meals, some had left the outdoor tables, I sat with a newspaper. Then I needed to go again, and Mum told me there was only 1 toilet, but I said no there's at least 5, as we were in a huge house, which was where the tennis courts are on the Misbourne playing field.
I woke up and was bursting. I drank some vodka orange juice last night.

Klaxons/LACMA Nightmare.

Me and David and the Klaxons were on a merry-go-round which was the shape of the metal sculpture by Richard Serra. Like two horse shoes. After we got off David and I were walking to the car park, through what felt like the 90s wycombe bus station. We were at the bottom of some stairs in a small room and had to leave through one door. Outside the door I could see a silhouette of a man but I thought, we have to just be calm and walk through. I got hit over the back of the head and woke up.

Blurry picture.

Yesterday I was asked to take a picture of a group of people. It was on a mobile phone and I glanced and thought it was a little blurry. This played on my mind and last night I dreamt I was asked again to take a picture of a class of students in a school. It was in LA and I was a teacher. The class was too big and I tried to take one picture of one side of the room and one of the other. It didn't really work and I was annoyed for whoever asked for the picture. Then everyone went outside and got on two big buses. Probably meaning they were leaving and I had no chance of taking a good picture of them, like in the daytime where the people had been leaving a restaurant (Bob's Big Boy). Carl Wood from school was randomly in the dream.

New York.

Landed in New York. Met Duane Michals in the airport, seemed younger and hesitant to work something out even though I was already meeting him. He seemed to look like the 40 year old version of himself, with a polo neck top on and 60's womens sunglasses. Then he left and I went out onto the street. But I needed to go back up into the airport because I didn't know where I was going. I asked some girls on the street but they were sarcastic and showed me a ladder. Then I met somebody who was also lost and had been laughed at by the girls. We shared a cab to a hostel not far away. It was going to be my birthday so we walked from the hostel into the darkness at the bottom of cryer's hill in england. then I was in a computer room with Taylor Lautner. then I was with a group of people I was taking out for my birthday. David and James were there. James slid down a banister. We were at a train station. I was trying to get the music at the train station changed because I thought we were already at the place..which was ice-skating. Before I knew it we were on our way home with leftover food, a lady who I used to see shopping in Tesco was trying to take my leftovers, I told her I'd eaten with these weird people whodress weirdly a few days before, and that I didn't like the food and she could have it, and that it was on the other side of the train station. Then the weird people walked past me and I was worried they'd heard me saying they were weird. They were in green cloaks and capes. Then we got to the other platform in the train station and there was a lunchbox on the ground, and inside was some meat. The lady didn't want the weird people's food but took everything else. Then I was on the phone to my Dad and David was telling him how I'd taken them 6 miles away just to go out for a birthday, and I was saying that it might be far for him but in England it's really not far.

Theme Park, Escalator, Plane.

I was walking through a theme park with Simon Butler (like in the picture of us at the swap-meet). He walked off ahead a bit and saw some claw machines. There was one where a child could climb in and be grabbed. Then I realised toys were in the collection window. So I picked one up. Then I looked in the other machines and found one with loads of money in it. There were pound coins everywhere. I was trying to pick up as many as I could without being noticed. I must have picked up about £50. Walking along I thought I split it with Simon but he said something like "oh it's only about £10 isn't it" and I didn't really say anything.
Then we were going down an escalator and there was a jet with a bow around it from Mila. At first I didn't realised the bow and thought it was our plane, but we couldn't believe how small it was. I was a little worried. Then we were shooting down a runway and we just about fit under the bridge, I thought the tail was going to scrape the bridge but it didn't. Then the plane dropped us off, turned out it was just taking us down to our normal plane.
Then we were back in the theme park and one of simon's friends had a white tshirt and a green vest on over it. And several other people in the park were wearing it and getting angry at him. I told him to take it off but it was like he wasn't hearing me.

Family gathering, Bubbles.

The night before I dreamt about as much as I did last night. But I forgot to write it up, so I remember none of it. Apart from I think we had a family gathering, and randomly there was a bubble machine in the room.

Cancer, Old best friend, Doll girl, Library train, Escalators

I've been having a lot of dreams this week. Last night I dreamt that I was seeing a doctor about something. Then after it had finished I went on a huge web of escalators, then I had to go back to the doctors. A boy in there (robbyugh on tumblr) was in the middle of telling the doctor what was wrong. There was something wrong with his ankle and something else. The doctor put a remote control near his ankle, and out of all the things on the control, cancer lit up. He started to ask loads of questions about it, I started to cry and had to go outside. Still crying I found myself on a train with wood cladding all the walls, more like an old 70s house. I was in a room similar to my old bedroom on Eastfield Road, with an old best friend Richard Ive. I went to the toilet and everything had secret doors. While I was using the toilet I pushed the door ahead of me and it was another closet of books you could barely stand in. Then I was at a summer fete. I seemed to be part of a school selling stuff from a window. I went and stood between the two people selling stuff and helped them sort out a man who was being difficult. Then the girl on my left was letting people sign up to come to her birthday party making dolls, months ahead from now. She got out the list and said great, another new friend. I had to go back to the car for something, along the huge escalators.

Tesco staff sweets.

A couple of people who used to work at tesco were giving out sweets. There was only a few things left.. mixed in with the rubbish. I got some doughnuts.

Murder in France.

We were driving down the motorway to Cornwall. Either my Dad or my stepdad said 'don't forget you need to go and murder that person in france' and we were going to the coast. I said 'Now?', as it was 2am in the morning. and he said yea, and i had to choose between going by ferry or eurotunnel. we were suddenly in a boat in the sea which was really choppy and I said eurotunnel.

Watching new Lord of the Rings.

I was watching a brand new lord of the rings film with taylor lautner and some of his friends. Anna Kendrick was in it and she was the princess of the mossy mountains. she got out a model of the mountains and was said something like "look there isn't even any moss on them!"

Pond soup.

Earlier in the day, I had been looking at pictures of the biggest fish ever caught, with the boys.
I dreamt that I was having a meal and my friend wanted fish. I couldn't see any in the pond beside our table so I dipped a large fish tank into a big lake and pulled the fish tank towards our table. Oh that looks lovely we agreed. It was a good selection of plants but no fish. We ate from it like a soup instead.

Who took my money.

I went to the cinema. then i was in a house and a lady was asking for money for charity. whoever i was with gave £20. but it looked tiny like a wristband. i cracked a joke and said i haven't got £20 but you can have my wristband. then she asked me for money and i said i couldn't, i don't have enough. but i spread my money out and there was £55. and then some was missing. and i was going all around this big house asking who took my money. then a day or so went past and i went back to the house at night, but the door and everything was smashed. and i walked into the house and everything had been smashed up. and i went through the house and could hear the people were still there and i was worried they were going to think it was me, because someone stole my money. i can't remember what happened next but i suddenly realised i was awake.

Gave birth.

I stepped out into my grandparents garden and realised I had a baby hanging out of me. My nan Anne helped get it out, it was easy.

Boat in LA. Art in High Wycombe.

I had a dream I was on a boat with David, Mila, Tyler and Joel. We got off while Tyler and Joel took the boat back to the hire place. Tyler made a joke but I can't remember it.
Then I was in High Wycombe and we had to carry all of our artwork from the free range exhibition in London across Wycombe. We were carrying it along a dual carriageway by the hospital where I was born, and putting it away into storage. I ended up trying to take Craig C's too, but I remember I had to do something else, so tried to get other people to take his. Then I thought it was smashed and was worried, but it was Sarah Walker's.
Then David said he had eaten in the Chinese which was actually the Primark.